I wish to rekindle my relationship with Richard, I still love him and I don't want to give up on him. I wish he would just open his eyes and let that ego of his down for a few minutes to analyze what's going on. With rekindling the relationship, I also want there to be better communication, for us to spend more time together realistically, and to know that if we reach a low that we'll fight through them like we did before and not just give up. I know that we have to make personal efforts for this to happen but including it in this wish wouldn't hurt. I just miss him so much, and I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't think I still have a chance.