I wish I would Become a Spirit and exceed all my limitations become invincible and transcend human boundaries and be one with God and Christ and the Holy Spirit I became confused and ran away I was fearful of the future and what others thought about me I lost my soul and the meaning of peace I want to be released from my self induced prison and lies and boundaries and worries I let my empathy for others consume me I did not value my life or others who loved me I wish my empathy evolved and I had control true power I want to be free so please make me a Spirit so I can be stronger!.