I have a foreign boyfriend, and I love him very much. He's been in his country for 2-3 days (he will stay there for a week or something like that), and I haven't heard anything from him since then. I miss him a lot, I wish he would contact me to tell me that he is OK, that he cannot wait to come back here and see me. I wish everything was just like at the beginning, with no fights or discussions about break-ups (well, there haven't been too many discussions of this kind, but those that took place affected me). I want everything to be back to normal, I want us to travel together, I want his work to get easier and easier. If this wish comes true, then I'll be the happiest person in the world!And I also wish I wasn't so paranoid, I wish I trusted him more (he hasn't given me any signs that he would be unfaithful, but I still am paranoid and anxious because of my previous relationships; I don't want to be hurt again, I don't want my heart to be broken again).