I wish to keep trying to be cool and to be good at anime and manga art and to be a scaredy cat and try to hide that, and to be a crybaby and to be like Karamatsu Matsuno from the anime Osomatsu-san and to have a little bit of a boyish face and for me to be quite light, but not too light and be weak then having fevers and not get cold easily and to be weak to heat and to never fart or burp and to never make a sound when on the toilet and for whatever I do to smell nice and to make no noise when peeing and for my friends to sometimes verbally abuse me, calling me painful and sometimes mildly physically abuse me and for me to be confident and narcissistic and if I'm outside at 6-7pm, on Tuesdays alone, for me to have a highish risk of being beaten up by a group, if I am nice to them if they insult me and for my eyes to turn into a bold brown and for that to be my eye color and for it to glow blue in the dark.