I wish that I could stop hurting. I want to stop crying and constantly thinking I'm not good enough. I wish my parents would love me. I wish that when I wake up in the morning I won't be afraid. I wish to stop the pain. I wish that I could love myself. I wish to find the real me not this fake me not the me that everyone wants me to be. I wish to be free. I want to stop thinking that I should just go to sleep and not wake up.