My wish is to walk out to my truck after work one day soon and find sitting in the bed of my truck a large box or two. When I get home I open them to find a huge sum of real American cash money. As I count it there are millions of dollars. More than enough to pay off all my bills, do repairs to my house, give to charity for veterans and kids, buy a newer truck, and retire in comfort.It's not that money is all important to me. But I do feel the universe owes me, since I've been denied the tings that mean the most to me. Those things are a wife and family, successful career, a nice simple home, and security. Instead I have no family, my ex-wife and I lost our boys to late miscarriages, a house and truck that are falling apart, and a job that barely pays the bills and nothing else. I am 52 years old with a bad back, and no savings or retirement and have been working since I was 14 years old. I want something to show for all the years of hard work and all the loss.