I wish my phone would stop being slow and actually work 100× better and faster. I wish Chris and his would fuck me in they're room. I wish that it wouldn't hurt and that I won't get pregnant. I wish Chris thought I was so hot and sexy, that he'll wanna just rip my clothes of. (but he wont actually do that). I wish I would get my first kiss in the lips from Chris. I wish that NO ONE WILL EVER FIND OUT. I wish Matthew loved as a wife and wouldn't stop looking at me, wouldn't stop talking about me, wouldn't stop playing with, make me laugh, tell me I'm beautiful in front of everyone with confidence and he wouldn't be kidding. I wish I could roast better than anyone. I wish I was so beautiful. I wish I had huge boobs. (but not that big, just big enough for boys to stare at them for a long time.) I wish jubalie would become my best friend. I wish I was better than all the girls. I wish Cris would get in trouble for me. (And Matthew too)