I wish I was never depressed and the energy of everything was never draining from my mind and making me feel agitated every time I saw, heard, thought about or even mention them. They felt like the weakest things on the planet; like a big hole that was so deep. I wish I didn’t feel as if the chemicals burst and leaked. I wish I was able to concentrate on everything without losing it because of these thoughts. I wish my life was a whole lot easier than it has been for me and that I never missed out on all the things I wanted to go to because of these thoughts.