I wish with all my heart that within three months Deven M. and I become tight, happy and blessed gay lovers! He is the most beautiful man I have ever seen or could imagine! I wish he fall deep and deep and deeper still in love with me, find his way to practice SGI Buddhism, and my love for him always grow! I want him to be happier than hes ever been and will do my best to assure that! I have lots of love and joy to share, and want him to share of himself freely also! I want him to find his way to me and into my arms and my heart--that is for him to make the first moves and be determined to have me at any cost! Becaue I need to know he really really wants me and I want us to have wonderful, amazing, joyous and seemingly infinite relationship! I want him to dream all good thoughts of me over and over and desire me like no other!