All my life I have dealt with loss and solitude every time I thought I could be happy something cruel always happened and I was left alone if never held a hand or even kissed someone before and I'm in my thirties recently I met this girl online she was just like me she had endured pain like me and was alone like me we talked and everything went pretty good but I am terrified because of the cycle in my life ....I wish with all my heart and soul that me and this girl can be together that the feelings I am haveing are fate that we are meant to be together and happy after all I have went through in life please let me have this one good thing...please let my wish come true