Lately I have been missing my friends ever since the COVID-19 lockdown started, but at the same time I don't want to come off as being too clingy. I at least want one of them to lend out an ear or at least do a check in once in a while and I have a feeling that I did more harm than good.This lead me into thinking things such as they hate me, they are pretending to care but they really aren't, I am considered to be so annoying to them and maybe that's why they wanted to leave.With all that being said I will state my wish.I wish that at least one of my friends would reach out to me every now and then. Yes it may come off as something rather selfish but I don't really have an other clue of putting this in words.