I wish for my ex and last real best friend who basically ghosted and abandoned when she went back home to Saudi Arabia to unblock me and talk to me again like we use too. I really don’t know if I want her back or not. all I know is I miss her my last real friend that truly use too have my back. I think all i really want is to talk and things out and learn the truth. almost 5 years together and its throw away given up on only after 1 short year of long distance as i did nothing but work to fix my credit, try to get a home and get her back.