I wish to transform into legendary Godzilla every full moon and be completely brainwashed and have my memories and personality replaced with Godzilla and physically and mentally impossible to return to my human self again and only be human again once a solar eclipse appears however once a next full moon appears immediately turns back into legendary Godzilla and have it extremely rare to turn back to my human self again once in a solar eclipse and we’ll mostly stay Godzilla until 3 solar eclipses bye until than stay Godzilla both mentally and physically with no possible way to be human again and once I reach burning Godzilla mode be unable to return to my human self again and mentally and physically be Godzilla permanently even if a solar eclipse comes and never be human again and once I reach burning form as Godzilla it well be completely impossible to be human again even if a solar eclipse appears it well never turn me back being legendary Godzilla permanently