I wish to have every diseases sickness and illness possible in a sexy way and i dont know yet .no one will know about it and is afraid to catch my diseases I wont feel sick but the symptoms are visible and my body will be weak all the time .My body will look different some how but good And no one will date me No one will have sex with me .when it comes to me every one avoids me and anyone or anything that has sex or rapes me dies of a mysterious illness my disease and sickness will slowly starts but i wont die