I wish every full moon I transform into Godzilla and be completely brainwashed as my personality memories and body all get turned into Godzilla and stay Godzilla till 8 solar eclipses only then return to my human self and regain my human memories and personality but once another full moon comes immediately transform back into Godzilla till 8 solar eclipses but once I reach burning mode as Godzilla be Godzilla permanently and be impossible to return to my human mind or body again and stay Godzilla permanently with no possible way of turning back and no possible way of ever remembering or thinking like my human self ever again and be Godzilla forever with no way of turning back to my human self and the more I transform into Godzilla the less control I have over my my body and the more control Godzilla has over it and have Godzilla have completely control over my body once fully transformed