I wish people would treat me better at work, I wish my family didn't think so many terrible things about me, I wish I was more confident in everything that I do. I wish I had a better job or a huge lottery win! Wish I could be funny and happier in general. I wish I could be with my beautiful daughte, Gabriella..I wish I could release all this negative energy. I wish I was knew how to keep my composure. I wish my mother be would feel better, permanently. I wish I had a friend that would make me love life again. I wish I felt love. I wish I had never been touched as a child, I wish I knew how tell my parents of this situation- maybe it affected me in life..I hate myself, I wish I wasnt so depressed. I wish I could be positive.