I wish to permanently transform into a ***** and have my skin grow into a thick ***** hide and my body to swell and grow into a ***** body and my teeth turn into sharp ***** teeth and grow a long ***** tail and my face stretch and swell into a ***** muzzle and my eyes change into ***** eyes and every hair on my body falls off and replaced with ***** scales and for my brain to contort and shrink as my memories and personality get erased and replaced with primal ***** thoughts and for my body to swell and grow into ***** muscles and fat and the inside of my mouth turns into the inside of a ***** mouth and my organs and bones turn into ***** organs and bones and be completely impossible to turn human again and be a ***** permanently