I really want to become a cabin crew. But, I stuck in depression. I wish that my weight could be gain, have a nice smile, have a nice face without a scar in my nose, have a beautiful eyes, yes, I'm myope. I do excercise, I do make up,...but it doesn't change. I don't have enough money to buy weight gain supplements, braces teeth, remove a scar. Wish I could know the ways that make me feel everything will be alright, I can do it, I can dream about it. My life is mess, my stress caused by everything around me: family, love, my look, my career,...I'm depressed and have no way out.