I'm not a pretty girl but I always set high standards for my ideal type. like blonde hair, green eyes, nice body,... that's why I've never been in a love relationship. I'm always solitary in my friendships and family because no one really understands me, no one picks up on my frequency. now I understand that what I need in a lover is not in his blonde hair or appearance but how he understands me, always by my side no matter how bad or ugly I am. someone who loves me for who I am. I write this story here and just want to share a bit and hope you guys can help me find such a guy! love all