I wish you my current lover pamper me, take care of me. I wish he wouldn't be as heartless as he is now, but become more enthusiastic. I will go to the movies or travel with him, not the familiar restaurants or hotels. I want him to love me, not just have sex with me. It's hard for a person to change but I wish he could change for the better for me. Me and him will become family when he loves me so much. I wish he became more psycho, loving me the way I always wanted from him. I know it's selfish to wish this. But I was so lonely when I was with him. So I wish he didn't have that carelessness anymore and picked up the phone to call me every day. I wish he was really a good person and that I would be by his side being spoiled and loved by him. I wish he was strong enough to support me financially and emotionally. I hope he will change and won't borrow money from me anymore, won't come to me just because he wants to have sex or not because he feels I'm bored and cold.