There is this one girl whom I love dearly. She is the one person who understands me as I am but I am a dick and my actions made me loose her. I want her back in my life, as somebody permanent. I want her to love me back like I do. I've never had somebody who would pick me. I just want to be loved and adored for once. I feel lonely and sad. I am touch starved. For once I want to be someone important in the life of somebody whom I want.