I wish that I'm no longer suffering from mental illness. I've been tired and sick when its become part of my life and I want to escape from it. I'm 18 year old and I'm still struggling with my depression for more than six year. I don't want to die young. I want a better future for myself, I want a new gate open so I can keep moving on, my whole life is really boring and I want it change to something that's much fun and interesting, enough to make me love this world a lots. This is my last hope.