I wish to become a genius like the anime character Dazai Osamu from the anime Bungou Stray Dogs. I want to be a real life, female version of that character- cunning, clever, quick-witted, strategic and really just very smart. I wish it would be easier for me to study and learn/understand things and be able to apply what I learn properly. I want to be respected and also as useful as that character Dazai