I wish blurting out loud humiliated my entire family like my grandma, my tee tee, my aunt Elma, big cousin Aja, my cousins, my cousin girlfriend Kirra, my grandfather, his daughters and grand kids, son, sisters, and my cousins that I haven't seen in a long time. Also my sisters. My tee tee friend Vickie, mommy and her kids. With all people surrounding me telling em at Christmas in my grandma house looking everybody in they eye contact blurting out when my family act outta line.