I wish ***** friends people from all around the world, will let me rest for a long time until morning and night passing midnight even me waking up so early about 5:00 though 6:00 waking up in bed feeling nervous with a rapid heart beat so fast churning in the stomach, legs weak Having to use the bathroom to urge in the toilet. Without people calling my name on the phone, people coming over to the house or talking to people they know, even going out to places.