I wish ***** all the time taking my medications or without it feeling like everything scares me when people open closes up doors in my house, cabinets, refrigerator, microwave, turning on my tv loud, seeing who walking by me, calling my name, yelling shouting at me, having a pounding fast heartbeat shotness of breath trembling feeling weak or tired trouble concentrating than my present worries and anxiety, me changing into different boxes and underwear.