I am trying my hardest to get this wish to come true. I am trying my best. I have been battling for this for 2 and a half years, no one can tell me I haven’t worked for it and expected it to just fall onto a silver plate in front of me. I really do need this to happen. Why? Because without this there is nothing left for me, so if you care for me or if you even like me whatsoever, universe, you can and will do something about this because I am breaking. I am suicidal, I want to die and all you are currently doing, if you are hearing me, is nothing. In fact, my life is getting worse and why? WHY? I’ve done nothing significantly bad in my life and when I have done minor bad things I always feel guilty and apologise. I have always respected God and the Universe so why can I not have something back? The bad people get the good looks, good grades, good relationships and good bodies whilst good people like me get bad looks, once good grades but now bad grades, bad relationships or no relation