I wish ***** and people from all around the world will allowed me to rest for a long time until morning and at night until midnight Even me waking up so early about 5:00 though 6:00 waking up in bed feeling nervous with a rapid heart beat so fast churning in the stomach legs weak having to use the bathroom all the time without people calling my name on the phone people coming over to the house or talking to people they know even going out to places with them.