I wish I could shapeshift from human to bear and bear to human willing and I would shift everytime I say "bear me." It hurts thinking about how I can't be a bear because my theriotype is a bear. I want to feel free feel like I could feel alive being a bear when I want. Also feel the fur blowing in the wind, connect with my animal more, the joyment that i can feel when I'm able to be a bear but also can stay human as well.