I wish to not be so shy scared nervelesy confused when im staying in one spot in my bed room with the tv off every single day looking around to see who it is every day peeking outta my room all the time seeing hearing someone pulling up at the door the front door and the back door? When im am not doing anything at all like not cleaning up my room eating my snacks and eating my lunch or dinner not standing in one position in spot all day doing things in the rightway correctly ass possibly.