I wish I could find the help I need to find a place where I can live with my children. I wish help and peace for me and my children. I hope the ***** finalized in peace and my ex husband understand the damage that he is creating to the children and myself. I hope I can find happiness and be able to play all the money I have to paid the lawyer. I hope to just have a normal life after many years of being abused and now that I'm trying to find peace he stop manipulating the situation.