I wish that people are willing to allowing me to showing my angrily rapidly pouding fluttering heart beat beating so fastly and more loudly all the way up too a 200 miles per hours. Shaking nervously and panicking feeling light headed and dizziness with shortness of breath having chest pain and heart palpitations running racing so fastly moving around a lot more and more quickly and much faster every single day. Laying down in my bedroom in peacefully remembering things a whole lot better with people in my family and friends and from all around the world letting it happen right now letting me saying anything badly and wrongly about them this entire time.