I wish my ex and i could get back together. i was stupid for breaking up with him in the first place. i listened to my friends and broke up with him because they said he was bad and cheated on me but i didn't believe them. i got tired of hearing so many lies so i just broke up with him instead of talking with him about it. i blame it all on me and i hate myself for that. i still really really like him and i know that he still like me. we still talk to each other and hugs each other in the hallways. i only kissed him once and i'll treasure that kiss because it was my first one too. i could have ask him out, but i'm scared for his response