I wish that I no longer suffered from mental illness. That I was normal and had a lot of friends . I also wish that I can go back to the smart me and be even more smarter. I wish that in college on the first day I made a ton of friends and got all A's . I also wish that I met a really cute and sweet guy there that made me feel protected and safe and would soon become my boyfriend. I wish that he was caucasian with green eyes and we hung out everyday and would make more friends together. Also, I wish that I can go back to the smart me starting today on 5/26/19 and that I still loved school. I also wish that I had long oinf hair when I take my braids out. That's all wish for and tor my derealization to be gone. And for my mind to get right. I wish that I was able to concentrate on my schoolwork and knew all the answers. I wish that I no longer had suicidal thoughts. I wish that I would strive and do well in college. And that I no longer had this hearing problem or whatever I'm through.