I wish that I was confident and can go up to anyone and have a conversation and that I knew what to write for my book. And taht i didnt have writer's block. I also wish my head wasnt so fuzzy and confused right now cause it's really bothering me. I wish I can get back to the same old me tomorrow . I wish that when I wake up tomorrow it would be Dec 24th, 2019. I wish I knew the answers to everything when asked and wasnt nervous around people. I wish i was never nervous around people and had confidence. I wish I can still be myself and crack jokes and everyone would laugh. I wish that I had a ton of friends and that they would reach out to me on sc. It sucks being lonely.