I wish to gain about 55 pounds by the end of the year and become fat. I wish for my personality and habits to change so that I identify with being fat and seamlessly transition into living life as a fat person. I wish to become disinterested in fitness and become much more interested in video games and watching my favorite shows and movies. I wish to love food so much I will truly think and feel it tastes too good for me to not be fat that I will eat whatever I want with little to no inhibitions. I wish to feel my most natural being fat and I will believe that I am meant to be fat. I wish that it will be nearly impossible for me to return to my old lifestyle and habits. I will just be too comfortable and content being fat.