I wish to ***** in my grandparents house, not being afraid with my heart beating all the time, pounding acting So shy nervous, scared to get up been doing my thing not waiting on my grandparents to show up to *****, me just resting the whole time in peace when they show up. Even if company, friends guesses, people from work. Coming over to my grandparents house me resting in bed this entire time getting out what to get food drinks snacks,sodas anything.