I fell in love with my ex girlfriend nearly 4 years ago, but i spent the last year worrying about finishing college and didnt show her how much she ment to me. instead i argued with her. we got engaged last christmas day and broke up two months later, i wish she would believe me again, that she would see some good in me and give me a chance to show her that she is my world and i would do anything to make her happy. this christmas instead of celebrating 1 year since or engagement ill spend it on my own and cry to myself for making a mess of most important relationship i ever had. we talked about marriage and kids. now i have nothing