I can get upset and be mad remaing calmly as possible with a rapid heartbeat? Doesn’t know what to do to my self not wanting to show it but i do it anyways when i get upset being very mad getting up in the morning straighten up my bedroom much faster than a cheater cleaning my room very faster taking my time and getting my hygiene together much faster everyday Turning up my tv volume up to a loud so people can hear me putting it on any channel even watching my youtube when i be so afraid.