.....and our new family better be our acquaintances or someone close to my blood family, I think so. I am sure that even when we really leave, my mother will still be happy that we found a good environment to develop our life. My mother is great, she is so perfect, but there is a thing she is not good at is to bring up a child. We will certainly often comeback visiting my previous parents but not to live with them because that is too miserable. This departure will only occur eternally for real if me and my younger sister Sua feel ok after trying to live in the new family for about 2 to 4 weeks