Part 1: I recently got a vote on one of my wishes, and....I remember writing that wish from when i was like 14. This might help someone, it might not, it's not all a big deal though, you could care or just stop reading. The fact that I had big dreams and big crazy ideas isn't what bothers me, it's the fact that looking back I realized how much pain I was at the time. I may have not realized it then, but the reason I was making those types of wishes was because it all stemmed from a place of not feeling like i was enough....can you relate? I spent a lot of time trying to do things and gain stuff that I believed would give me significance, make me special, and give me purpose. Sometimes it would be wanting animal ears/ a tail, a superpower/special ability, it even got to the point of where I wanted to be a completely different person...which was most often a fictional character that didn't even exist!